六月的最後一天

比人窒到啞口無言的感覺原來係咁....

中七既同學們!! 加油!! 我都明白有人歡喜有人愁的感覺....C 同學 + K 同學今晚一定會好忙...

因為心情唔好既關係所以要想辦法tum下自己....辦法就係食~~盏記既飛飛燕窩真係good啊! 仲有幾米既插圖添!!又靓又好味....真係又look得又食得!!

謝謝M同學的支持!

謝謝各方好友安慰!

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以前有人同我差唔多情況.....就係o係醫院setting度做....結果對住supervisor係咁喊....其實我咪又係咁....今日真係差D就喊....係醫院坐左一個月....淨係做過下一個case見過下兩次....就無做過其他野...就連supervisor都唔想同我倾.....搞到好似係我辦事不力咁.....

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Mid Term Nightmare

Mid Term Evaluation soon --> I have done nth for evaluation

Mid Term Sharing --> I have nth to share with others....

I felt like crying....

am I....? should I....? could I....?

it's been 3 weeks since i started my 2nd placement...not really coping well with it...seems like "walking dead meat" everyday to work...how can i like my work more???

had an incident @ work last week but everything seemed to be settled quietly and peaceful... like without a trace.....but will there be sth happen again soon???

been finally sit down and think quietly and review what had i done for the past 3 weeks.....i can conclude it with "messy" & "confused": schedule was quite messed up.... things with supervisor were totally messed up.... i was obviously messed up with myself....still confused about what i m supposed to do...confused about my role and position in front of supervisor & hospital staff....

i hate the fact that i had to be the "ugly person" i think like my mom said...only stupid ppl will "open mouth" and obviously i m the stupid one...how come i always am the one who got picked to voice out lei? guess i should shut up and things will be better??

i felt sorry for what i have requested though...sometimes i should leave ppl alone...not everyone wanna do things together....maybe afterall i m the one who couldn't read ppl's faces...or maybe i tried too hard get involved in everything and end up i m pushing ppl away....

was supposed to be happy about someone's big event....but totally not in a celebrating mode...not excited about it at all...in fact i feel...mad? upset? sad? i dont' know...just not something positive....

7 more weeks to go... hope things will be better....am i too naive?? shoud i stay put....shut up....not to be too involved....??

i m lost....

3rd Day of Placement....FINALLY...i got a case

"hea" jor and waste jor 24 hrs 50 mins of placement hours...finally my coach assigned me a case at the end of today...

it was simply an employment service referral...but i didn't feel too good about it....my coach speaks so fast and i almost couldn't catch her when she talks....and energy level was super low close to the end of the day....

IC doesn't seem to care about what we are doing....he doesn't seem like he wants to talk to us.. -__-"""

i don't wanna work in hospital already....no one is available to give us resources even though they all being nice and SAY we can bug them if we want to but....if u see their working mode u really don't wanna or have a chance to disturb them....

ohh one more thing my coach said... "this client lives far away...might not wanna come back...."
great!! then what am i gonna do if that happens??

2nd day of work....sick....

ahh....thanks to the bacteria and virus @ hospital....guess what?? I AM SICK!! haha...all the germs and not enough rest....i m sick sick sick....damn it!!!

i can't believe still got nth to do today....EVERY SINGLE PERSON was busy busy busy and busy.....yet my school supervisor said "you guys shouldn't be isolated in the room...get out there and meet ppl"

and i am like you don't even know what happened don't ask us to do something impossible~~~~

basically everyone is busy like REALLY busy not pretending busy....me and my partner DID try to walk OUT of our room but what we heard from others --> "yeee....how come u guys walk to the patient waiting area gei???" sigh....yea like we REALLY want to walk around and do nth... thought we could observe the patients and listen to ppl when doing their conseuling work... but seems like that wouldn't work ..... -____-""""" and yet our school supervisor STILL thinks we are not aggressive enough...wtf is wrong w/ her......

she told us about how there were other centres that staff and students mingle along very well but that's not our fault...the setting was like that..ppl were super busy...how can we ask ppl to put down their work and entertain us??

another problem w/ our setting is that there are not enough computers so we don't get to use their computer and we have to bring our laptops...YET no internet available for us....BUT that stupid supervisor will say "u guys should work on your proposal @ work...hmmm but too bad u couldn't do much research here" so my partner said "it's okay maybe we can do some here and continue the rest @ home" and the supervisor will say "ohh no of course not...better finish everything here and don't work @ home" HELLO!~!~!~!~! it's YOU who mention that we couldn't research @ work and now u expect me to finish EVERYTHING @ work...

and i couldn't stop but to complain more about this stupid supervisor....she requests us to do weekly log AND learning objective by THIS friday as well as draft a group proposal for her by next friday but she didn't realize that we have tons of visits that SHE ARRANGED for the next 2 weeks and we HAVE to go (COMPULSORY) BUT I NEED REMIND HER ABOUT THAT!! so i suggest to delay those due dates .. she agrees w/ me THOUGH she's def. not happy about it and black face me....

so...in short...i just wanna say f*** this placement, supervisor should go to hell and DLS I M SICK!! %$#)(*&)@(W*#$&%)(#*@

1st day of 2nd placement.....

今天第一日返醫院---->無聊到死!!

除左行行企企之外....就是吸盡醫院裡所有細菌!!

經過一日無聊的八小時....我覺得有十樣東西聽日要注意:

1. 要每天食起碼兩粒Vitamin C
2. 要將手指甲剪得乾乾淨淨
3. 唔好坐外面的梳發
4. 最好每日著住件袍
5. 有必要時帶口罩
6. 盡可能不要深呼吸
7. 可以又有時間就最好出去吸下新鮮空氣
8. 放工一定要on time~~唔係會比人鎖住....因為我地無員工卡!!
9. 都係唔好行來行去....好礙眼
10. 要扮忙

3 days of summer vacation...

while every other students are enjoying their 3 months summer vacation....i only have 3 days yet i have to live w/ pain....and bother by things....

still couldn't sleep well and had super swell eyes (ah Mui was shocked to see me like that haha)

went to sandra to talk about PBL....i m only telling her the fact....but seems like....nth much will happen...

anyhow....june is here...summer is here....gonna have to bare w/ the heat and starting June 4 i will have to face those ppl @ psychiatric ward.....

3 days of summer vacation....hope to get as much sleep as possible....but very unlikely....