Januray has almost past...... Can't believe it...start of 2007.....get a lot of impossible missionssssssssss done...... i have definitely tasted the flavor of bitterness & darkness
realize i don't enjoy this program at all...but...first thing i need to mention is i have already renewed my student identity (aka tution paid....aka $26500 less in my bank account.....aka more papers to write...aka living in hell again...) =_=
really don't know if i m smart or stupid...fast learner or slow dumb-ass....
I took a week of time just to write 2500 words for self reflection paper....took MORE than a week to write a 3000+ words of policy paper....but spent about 15 hrs to write a 28XX words on sociology and less than 12 hours to write 2200 words psychology paper....why?? i don't know...guess i m just sick and tired of writing..... my attitude is don't care... don't care if i m handing in piece of shit to those professor...they can fail me unless they want to write a report to explain why....
honestly NOT respecting this program at all....i just want to say i NEED A LIFE!!!!!!!!! need to get out of this darkness & bitterness...
a month of torture and i got no break at all...coz placement start a week early....totally NOT getting any benefit out of it....everyone is still having lunar year holiday but we have to start a week early....not everyone needs to write day log + orientation paper...but WE HAVE TO DO IT... why?? @_@
sigh...new year has started...have to give my blog and myself a new theme/direction for this year...
January will be gone soon....have to say goodbye to this darkness era....
February is coming...it's time to taste the flavor of love...
Monday, January 29, 2007
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
oops...2007 already?
2007......2007?!?!
ohh it's 2007 already....i didn't even realize it....had been working on my paperssssssss....didn't even have time to look back and then think about my new year resolution....
i honestly am afraid of 2007 already because i don't have a direction...i m just floating b'coz i have to move on...but i have no idea where am i heading....all i know is....i have to move on coz everybody is going for something....searching for something.....reaching for something....
but what about me?
沒有際遇會預告 輪到你才會輪到,
大智慧未有學到 矛盾處才會來到!
這一刻壞了氣數 置身一片大霧....
抖一抖 退出這線路 重投喜好~
抹走這串問號 微笑裡過渡會更好?
ohh it's 2007 already....i didn't even realize it....had been working on my paperssssssss....didn't even have time to look back and then think about my new year resolution....
i honestly am afraid of 2007 already because i don't have a direction...i m just floating b'coz i have to move on...but i have no idea where am i heading....all i know is....i have to move on coz everybody is going for something....searching for something.....reaching for something....
but what about me?
沒有際遇會預告 輪到你才會輪到,
大智慧未有學到 矛盾處才會來到!
這一刻壞了氣數 置身一片大霧....
抖一抖 退出這線路 重投喜好~
抹走這串問號 微笑裡過渡會更好?
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
~BOXING DAY~
Happy Boxing Day!!
Time to open ur presents ~~~ Let's see what've u got!!! :)
i was quite disappointed that i couldn't get anything for myself this year though.....
got a lot of snacks as present though!! haha......Thanx KK for dropping by today :)
tomorrow i hope i can get sth for myself la...i want to reward myself for all the hard work ar!!! i have been working quite hard honestly....
Hot Pot tomorrow....and 黃金甲 tomorrow....
sorry Takeshi...You have to wait for me....傷城 wait for me....Tony wait for me...
=.= nelson's paper... still 0% what am i gonna do??
Time to open ur presents ~~~ Let's see what've u got!!! :)
i was quite disappointed that i couldn't get anything for myself this year though.....
got a lot of snacks as present though!! haha......Thanx KK for dropping by today :)
tomorrow i hope i can get sth for myself la...i want to reward myself for all the hard work ar!!! i have been working quite hard honestly....
Hot Pot tomorrow....and 黃金甲 tomorrow....
sorry Takeshi...You have to wait for me....傷城 wait for me....Tony wait for me...
=.= nelson's paper... still 0% what am i gonna do??
Tis the Season to be Jolly.....? or to be Boring....?
Xmas activity: thanx to nelson...all i did was sleep sleep sleep & sleep....everytime trying to think of what to write for nelson...i turn ZzzZZzzz.....dont' want to get out of my bed...quite a christmas huh? haha...I could just give him some shitty writing....why do I care so much??? Even I care but it's still --> 0% Woo Hoo~
Everyone is so into Christmas...well afterall Tis the Season to be Jolly.....rite?? but what's there to joy about lei?
傷城(Confession Of Pain) --> must watch.... Tony~~ Takeshi~~
滿城盡帶黃金甲(Curse Of The Golden Flower) --> hmmm will decide after i watched 傷城 haha
heard Brad Pitt is interested in Confession Of Pain....coz they did pretty well last time with Infernal Affairs....Since when has HK film become so popular??? but then...haha no matter how they did it...english script can't compare with those 經典金句 in the movie la~~ haha...
So bored that I picked a few albums to listen...man all sucks....
Jay - 黃金甲 (sucks...菊花台lots lots better)
Miriam - Unlimited (boring)
Show - Specshow (boring)
Joey - Close Up (boring + sucks)
Eason - Sound & Sight (same old same old)
Gigi - 給自己的情歌(haven't heard yet but hope it's good...i found her sing better after broke up w/ Ekin....has more feeling honestly....but i guess it's pretty sad to be a heart broken singer...sigh...)
Ohh...but I do like SodaGreen...gosh...his voice is so...peaceful... :) highly recommended !!
Everyone is so into Christmas...well afterall Tis the Season to be Jolly.....rite?? but what's there to joy about lei?
傷城(Confession Of Pain) --> must watch.... Tony~~ Takeshi~~
滿城盡帶黃金甲(Curse Of The Golden Flower) --> hmmm will decide after i watched 傷城 haha
heard Brad Pitt is interested in Confession Of Pain....coz they did pretty well last time with Infernal Affairs....Since when has HK film become so popular??? but then...haha no matter how they did it...english script can't compare with those 經典金句 in the movie la~~ haha...
So bored that I picked a few albums to listen...man all sucks....
Jay - 黃金甲 (sucks...菊花台lots lots better)
Miriam - Unlimited (boring)
Show - Specshow (boring)
Joey - Close Up (boring + sucks)
Eason - Sound & Sight (same old same old)
Gigi - 給自己的情歌(haven't heard yet but hope it's good...i found her sing better after broke up w/ Ekin....has more feeling honestly....but i guess it's pretty sad to be a heart broken singer...sigh...)
Ohh...but I do like SodaGreen...gosh...his voice is so...peaceful... :) highly recommended !!
Monday, December 25, 2006
A different kind of Christmas~
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
2006 xmas...a different kind of christmas for me.....
No snow = No white xmas
No family & relatives = Quiet Xmas
No friends = Lonely Xmas
Tons of Deadlines coming up = No Xmas
Of all the xmas ... 2006 will be the one that i wouldn't forget....coz it's my first time having such a different kind of christmas....
afterall I don't quite belong here ... I felt like an alien....
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Yesterday was christmas eve, after finishing one of my many papers i decided to go out for a walk (trying to feel the atmosphere), went to CWB w/ jess (i pulled her out....thanx~!) all i felt was...crowded crowded and crowded....couldn't get anything but i bought a lil gift for my later on gathering w/ my lovely MSW classmates for present exchange....my wish list is expanding la...yet no $$....
Jess --> 5d get the Westwood Purple Bag la....40% off...good deal good deal.... hehehe
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Self-Reflection
Yesterday was my Case Exam for my Basic Skills Class...
As you can see...it's "Basic" Skills Class...so we are supposed to use our "basic" skills to explore a case and get information from client...but i don't really think i have used much of the skills hahaha...coz i don't feel that i have learned much from class....
but i have to admit...i have tried my best to do emapthy WAHHAHA.....but i guess i have problem with my focusing skill.....I wasn't able to pick the major problem and dig into it...or I should say for some reason....I chose NOT to dig into the that particular problem....hmmm...
anyhow.....it's done hehe.....and now it's time to self reflect....i think it would be hard for me to find 3 effective skills that i used in the exam LOL LOL....
but who cares...afterwards...i went to see a movie + sushi....went home i did nth but mask + magazine + msn....it's heaven....weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ ^^
As you can see...it's "Basic" Skills Class...so we are supposed to use our "basic" skills to explore a case and get information from client...but i don't really think i have used much of the skills hahaha...coz i don't feel that i have learned much from class....
but i have to admit...i have tried my best to do emapthy WAHHAHA.....but i guess i have problem with my focusing skill.....I wasn't able to pick the major problem and dig into it...or I should say for some reason....I chose NOT to dig into the that particular problem....hmmm...
anyhow.....it's done hehe.....and now it's time to self reflect....i think it would be hard for me to find 3 effective skills that i used in the exam LOL LOL....
but who cares...afterwards...i went to see a movie + sushi....went home i did nth but mask + magazine + msn....it's heaven....weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ ^^
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