Flavor of Life

Januray has almost past...... Can't believe it...start of 2007.....get a lot of impossible missionssssssssss done...... i have definitely tasted the flavor of bitterness & darkness

realize i don't enjoy this program at all...but...first thing i need to mention is i have already renewed my student identity (aka tution paid....aka $26500 less in my bank account.....aka more papers to write...aka living in hell again...) =_=

really don't know if i m smart or stupid...fast learner or slow dumb-ass....

I took a week of time just to write 2500 words for self reflection paper....took MORE than a week to write a 3000+ words of policy paper....but spent about 15 hrs to write a 28XX words on sociology and less than 12 hours to write 2200 words psychology paper....why?? i don't know...guess i m just sick and tired of writing..... my attitude is don't care... don't care if i m handing in piece of shit to those professor...they can fail me unless they want to write a report to explain why....

honestly NOT respecting this program at all....i just want to say i NEED A LIFE!!!!!!!!! need to get out of this darkness & bitterness...

a month of torture and i got no break at all...coz placement start a week early....totally NOT getting any benefit out of it....everyone is still having lunar year holiday but we have to start a week early....not everyone needs to write day log + orientation paper...but WE HAVE TO DO IT... why?? @_@

sigh...new year has started...have to give my blog and myself a new theme/direction for this year...

January will be gone soon....have to say goodbye to this darkness era....
February is coming...it's time to taste the flavor of love...