when can i take a rest?
super tired...
exhausted to the infinity....
2 classes + 1 placement shouldn't be THIS busy....
never been in a class that o的骨多到一地都係.....and i thought sociology class was the worst...
placement ho sun fu ho busy...even my aunt said i look very tired...ai...of course la.....every tues/wed i need to work 10 hrs straight for placement....and i need to wake up extra early so 12 hrs of the day is gone for placement......i swear....i really think i m not suitable to work w/ youth... >.<
Friday, February 09, 2007
Monday, February 05, 2007
One Simple Reason
orientation report is taking me FOREVER to finish...still writing at the moment....
why?? simple reason --> i m not a thinker type of person....i hate to think or give out ideas....i just hate to think...i don't even like to think of where to eat when going out....sigh...start to realize i might not be suitable as a SW...coz i need to think for others....and i hate that...
when i was cleaning the room...just realize i got a Dior mirror from that pizza party...honestly it looks fake...and i mean if it's real how come the professor can have so much of those @ home ... too many of them that she actually can give it out for free?? one simple reason again --> FAKE
looking forward to lunar year holiday....hope i can get away from this stupid place....am excited about oversea placement as well coz finally can go back to toronto to see my friends and family.... miss every single thing there.....most importantly roaches free environment is what i long for....didn't tell my rents yet about it though want to confirm everything first....heard HKU is not gonna pay full cost for plane ticket?? why?? one simple reason --> CHEAP!!
damn what a f-ing cheap ass school..... >.<
why?? simple reason --> i m not a thinker type of person....i hate to think or give out ideas....i just hate to think...i don't even like to think of where to eat when going out....sigh...start to realize i might not be suitable as a SW...coz i need to think for others....and i hate that...
when i was cleaning the room...just realize i got a Dior mirror from that pizza party...honestly it looks fake...and i mean if it's real how come the professor can have so much of those @ home ... too many of them that she actually can give it out for free?? one simple reason again --> FAKE
looking forward to lunar year holiday....hope i can get away from this stupid place....am excited about oversea placement as well coz finally can go back to toronto to see my friends and family.... miss every single thing there.....most importantly roaches free environment is what i long for....didn't tell my rents yet about it though want to confirm everything first....heard HKU is not gonna pay full cost for plane ticket?? why?? one simple reason --> CHEAP!!
damn what a f-ing cheap ass school..... >.<
Sunday, February 04, 2007
生日快樂 ~ Happy Birthday to Mi~
小米 is the most 幸福 & 悲哀 person in the world because....
小南最愛小米...but
小米永遠見不到小南
結局:
小米最終去維也納深造了
小米愛的人也永遠愛著她
彷彿你就在我身邊等待了一年又一年
對你的思念三百六十五天
我只等這一天
勇敢地把從前情人節快樂變成祝你生日快樂
I LOVE YOU是最完美的結束
I MISS YOU一輩子 靠今天接觸
瞬間是永遠 談情變祝福 可惜都於事無補
Happy Birthday to You
Cold Pizza Sucks~!
What's wrong w/ me....sleeping @ 1am..woke up @ 3am and 5:30am...
pizza party yesterday sucks......sucks in a way that....saw a lot of stupid bossy ppl......food was supposed to be good but we start eating FINALLY when the food became cold....but do appreciate that Mon did such great job and arranged everything!! :) dessert after that stupid party was the best though haha...i enjoy being surrounded by my friends! :)
planning for tw trip for lunar year....hope things will go well la.....i need a break and get away from hku...don't feel like seeing my relatives at all....not that i dont' wanna earn those red pocket..but honestly...i don't wanna see annoying ppl and do those old traditional things...ai...
placement & 2nd sem started already...but all i have been doing --> slacking and planning fun things to do...
7:30am...time for bed again ZzZzzzzzz.....
next plan : tomorrow after class winter festival carvinal! yea~~
pizza party yesterday sucks......sucks in a way that....saw a lot of stupid bossy ppl......food was supposed to be good but we start eating FINALLY when the food became cold....but do appreciate that Mon did such great job and arranged everything!! :) dessert after that stupid party was the best though haha...i enjoy being surrounded by my friends! :)
planning for tw trip for lunar year....hope things will go well la.....i need a break and get away from hku...don't feel like seeing my relatives at all....not that i dont' wanna earn those red pocket..but honestly...i don't wanna see annoying ppl and do those old traditional things...ai...
placement & 2nd sem started already...but all i have been doing --> slacking and planning fun things to do...
7:30am...time for bed again ZzZzzzzzz.....
next plan : tomorrow after class winter festival carvinal! yea~~
Monday, January 29, 2007
Flavor of Life
Januray has almost past...... Can't believe it...start of 2007.....get a lot of impossible missionssssssssss done...... i have definitely tasted the flavor of bitterness & darkness
realize i don't enjoy this program at all...but...first thing i need to mention is i have already renewed my student identity (aka tution paid....aka $26500 less in my bank account.....aka more papers to write...aka living in hell again...) =_=
really don't know if i m smart or stupid...fast learner or slow dumb-ass....
I took a week of time just to write 2500 words for self reflection paper....took MORE than a week to write a 3000+ words of policy paper....but spent about 15 hrs to write a 28XX words on sociology and less than 12 hours to write 2200 words psychology paper....why?? i don't know...guess i m just sick and tired of writing..... my attitude is don't care... don't care if i m handing in piece of shit to those professor...they can fail me unless they want to write a report to explain why....
honestly NOT respecting this program at all....i just want to say i NEED A LIFE!!!!!!!!! need to get out of this darkness & bitterness...
a month of torture and i got no break at all...coz placement start a week early....totally NOT getting any benefit out of it....everyone is still having lunar year holiday but we have to start a week early....not everyone needs to write day log + orientation paper...but WE HAVE TO DO IT... why?? @_@
sigh...new year has started...have to give my blog and myself a new theme/direction for this year...
January will be gone soon....have to say goodbye to this darkness era....
February is coming...it's time to taste the flavor of love...
realize i don't enjoy this program at all...but...first thing i need to mention is i have already renewed my student identity (aka tution paid....aka $26500 less in my bank account.....aka more papers to write...aka living in hell again...) =_=
really don't know if i m smart or stupid...fast learner or slow dumb-ass....
I took a week of time just to write 2500 words for self reflection paper....took MORE than a week to write a 3000+ words of policy paper....but spent about 15 hrs to write a 28XX words on sociology and less than 12 hours to write 2200 words psychology paper....why?? i don't know...guess i m just sick and tired of writing..... my attitude is don't care... don't care if i m handing in piece of shit to those professor...they can fail me unless they want to write a report to explain why....
honestly NOT respecting this program at all....i just want to say i NEED A LIFE!!!!!!!!! need to get out of this darkness & bitterness...
a month of torture and i got no break at all...coz placement start a week early....totally NOT getting any benefit out of it....everyone is still having lunar year holiday but we have to start a week early....not everyone needs to write day log + orientation paper...but WE HAVE TO DO IT... why?? @_@
sigh...new year has started...have to give my blog and myself a new theme/direction for this year...
January will be gone soon....have to say goodbye to this darkness era....
February is coming...it's time to taste the flavor of love...
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
oops...2007 already?
2007......2007?!?!
ohh it's 2007 already....i didn't even realize it....had been working on my paperssssssss....didn't even have time to look back and then think about my new year resolution....
i honestly am afraid of 2007 already because i don't have a direction...i m just floating b'coz i have to move on...but i have no idea where am i heading....all i know is....i have to move on coz everybody is going for something....searching for something.....reaching for something....
but what about me?
沒有際遇會預告 輪到你才會輪到,
大智慧未有學到 矛盾處才會來到!
這一刻壞了氣數 置身一片大霧....
抖一抖 退出這線路 重投喜好~
抹走這串問號 微笑裡過渡會更好?
ohh it's 2007 already....i didn't even realize it....had been working on my paperssssssss....didn't even have time to look back and then think about my new year resolution....
i honestly am afraid of 2007 already because i don't have a direction...i m just floating b'coz i have to move on...but i have no idea where am i heading....all i know is....i have to move on coz everybody is going for something....searching for something.....reaching for something....
but what about me?
沒有際遇會預告 輪到你才會輪到,
大智慧未有學到 矛盾處才會來到!
這一刻壞了氣數 置身一片大霧....
抖一抖 退出這線路 重投喜好~
抹走這串問號 微笑裡過渡會更好?
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