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現在已經是夜深啦。。。。但我依然訓唔著。。。

我發覺我成日係ＢＬＯＧ度寫我失眠。。。

真係寫到悶啊。。。

無辦法啦。。。訓唔著ㄚ嘛。。。

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Whatever....

You think there is nth wrong...then nth wrong...

you think it's not about you...then it's not about you....

whatever you like....

whatever that makes u feel better....

whatever.....

After 47 days......

.......IT FINALLY ARRIVED!!!!!!

A&F shirt....skirt....necklace....bracelet.....belt....and a push up bra.....for my lashes!! hahaha

aiya...thanks so much my lovely friends!!!

kisses and hugz to:

Carline, Cindy, Fi, Frances & Ambrose, Larry, Labby, Rana & Simon, Teresa, Tracy!!

ohhh...and what a lovely b-day card.....u guys really know what i need and what i want !! haha wish those drinks were real!! lol

muah~~~!!

點啊?!? 想點啊?!?!?

Partner thinks i m 老餅...

Client thinks i m 靓妹...

想點???

Thanks Mon for your time ar! :) Appreciate it... ^^

唔明...唔明...唔明...

唔明#1: how come the whole class is full of retards and idiots?
唔明#2: how come i need to work with retards and idiots?
唔明#3: how come after a year of writing papers, someone STILL couldn't do referencing rite?
唔明#4: 究竟係佢唔明定係我唔明??
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最唔明: how come i don't get to choose who i wanna work with?

眼火爆 x infinity!!!!

喊~~~~~

唔開心 X infinity

我對鞋....無啦!! 喊~~~~~

Good Luck!

After almost 1.5 weeks time.....finally settle the iKea issue because they finally pick up the damn phone.....

too exhausted after the 9-5 workshop....finally can take a rest today.....

don't wanna go to class next week.....

Should I transplant my tiny bottle plant??

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Good Luck!! I am sure you will get it!! My flight ticket depend on your sponsorship la!! hehehehe

don't need to know....don't wanna know....

my god...Satir is REALLY hard...or maybe i m too stupid to understand...but then i guess it's also a way to explore and realize that this model might not be the one that i can handle....it takes time...

but then this gives students a very good chance to reflect....

9-5 workshop on a holiday is NOT good at all....

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Thought of the Day:

in an unresolved situation or experience people tend to say things like:

"I should have dah dah dah....."
"I could have dah dah dah....."

honestly if you can let go...then just let go...
action is better than words...
no one needs to know it if you are not gonna do it....
but of course it's always hard to take action....

on the other hand.....
If you think you have a problem then deal with it.....
no one has the responsibility to pity you....
you cannot always be the center of attention....

iKea Sucks

after Classmate M's horrible experience about buying and delivering service of her furniture i thought iKea would have a better customer service....i guess i was wrong....

even though i was quite satisfied with their customer service attitude (i.e. polite)....but i guess dumb ppl exist everywhere....

i got a call from iKea last week that something i bought was ready to be delivered and left me a msg reminding me to book a delivery date.....end up i was NOT able to get through those stupid customer service line and 2 days later the delivery guy showed up and called me in the middle of the centre orientation said they had arrived but no one open door for them...

common sense...you sold a product waiting for client to book a delivery date....client never contacted but there was NO FOLLOW UP CALLS and then just deliever the product w/out confirming ... wtf is that??

i guess i can NEVER get over with my madness and upset over the week...things just ADD ON...

Holiday = No Holiday

accidently bite my upper lip....ouch...

group meet was....funny...i guess??? no comment

wow for the first time i figure out how to find the route to the destination (btw i didn't take van coz someone gave me wrong direction hahahahahaha well it's not totally wrong just the other way around coz i m going downhill not uphill haha)

still upset....

stupid orientation waste my time....overrun and left early

extra day for supervision...not fair....

extra day for workshop.....really not fair.....

Holiday = No Holiday = Ridiculously unfair

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I suddenly remember when i was in high school...every morning there would be announcement before class and the principle would wrap up with "Thought of the Day" of course i NEVER pay attention and NEVER thought about the thought of the day haha...but i found it actually quite good....so here comes my....

Thought of the Day:

"some ppl like to blame themselves to make others feel bad...."
i figure they tend to act weak or naive to make the situation upside down.....

my advice is....stay firm & act strong....hold your own viewpoint to the last min even if that person made you FEEL that you are wrong but IN FACT you are right!!!

F-OFF

To express my extreme upset...I need to dedicate this post to those or things that made me upset...

yes I am extremely upset because it's ridiculously ridiculous....(sorry whenever i m mad or upset i m so speechless and out of words)

i just want to say everything works according to a plan that totally neglect other's feelings...

to add on to my upset...why do i end up need to go to Ngau Tao Kwok tomorrow....damn it... stupid arrangement....

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I hate ppl who flirt around as if he/she is the center of attention....honestly...fuck off... i call those slut/asshole....so sick of it already....

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~Don't 對號入座~

just pure ventilation..... whew.....

monday blue

headache + lots of sleep = super headache.... *_*

Jay...Dec....$480....reach my limit....look forward....

cut jor = mo cut... ai...suen...

奸人堅 really laugh die me....i need more no brain activities.....

once again...don't feel like working tomorrow...

White Horse = Frog = Pineapple Bun???

Meeting with Mui + classmates = happy time

Bitch about Fan + Double E is a must in front of Mui

Everyone has chance to share about own "bitter water"

Hope we can arrange another gathering soon....

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my "lovely" partner said i m old cake....is that so?

to change my mood decided to have a new hair cut...

Finally **No Reservations**

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Classmate L made me laughed @ class ... totally forgot what she said but it's sth about human is not human being? haha

kinda fed up w/ all those logical reasoning...but i really like White Horse = Frog = Pineapple Bun WHHAHAHAHAHAHA

I am a...."walking dead meat"

placement starts la...not much things to say except i need to tell myself i have to like this place for the coming months...

i m still having sleeping problems...it's def. a psychological problem....i m not skillful enough to do my own counselor yet.....

courses are quite hard to me..especially wed class... tue + wed placement with class at night is killing me....

i realize i don't hate to be a SW (which is good news) but i also don't think i can be a good one...

ohh...CRE was such a horrible thing....head almost explode

out of my expectation my face is back to a normal condition under all these stress & problem

parents left finally...all alone again....left me with more things to handle by myself....