Flavor of Life

Januray has almost past...... Can't believe it...start of 2007.....get a lot of impossible missionssssssssss done...... i have definitely tasted the flavor of bitterness & darkness

realize i don't enjoy this program at all...but...first thing i need to mention is i have already renewed my student identity (aka tution paid....aka $26500 less in my bank account.....aka more papers to write...aka living in hell again...) =_=

really don't know if i m smart or stupid...fast learner or slow dumb-ass....

I took a week of time just to write 2500 words for self reflection paper....took MORE than a week to write a 3000+ words of policy paper....but spent about 15 hrs to write a 28XX words on sociology and less than 12 hours to write 2200 words psychology paper....why?? i don't know...guess i m just sick and tired of writing..... my attitude is don't care... don't care if i m handing in piece of shit to those professor...they can fail me unless they want to write a report to explain why....

honestly NOT respecting this program at all....i just want to say i NEED A LIFE!!!!!!!!! need to get out of this darkness & bitterness...

a month of torture and i got no break at all...coz placement start a week early....totally NOT getting any benefit out of it....everyone is still having lunar year holiday but we have to start a week early....not everyone needs to write day log + orientation paper...but WE HAVE TO DO IT... why?? @_@

sigh...new year has started...have to give my blog and myself a new theme/direction for this year...

January will be gone soon....have to say goodbye to this darkness era....
February is coming...it's time to taste the flavor of love...

oops...2007 already?

2007......2007?!?!

ohh it's 2007 already....i didn't even realize it....had been working on my paperssssssss....didn't even have time to look back and then think about my new year resolution....

i honestly am afraid of 2007 already because i don't have a direction...i m just floating b'coz i have to move on...but i have no idea where am i heading....all i know is....i have to move on coz everybody is going for something....searching for something.....reaching for something....

but what about me?

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