I received my university 2nd composition fee invoice a couple days ago....a big big big question come up in my mind
"Should I Continue?"
actually it's quite shocking when i have this question pop up, i thought i was so sure that i want to be a SW that's y i apply for this program. I start to do some reflection and try to figure out an answer....sigh...i then went to talk w/ my skills training prof today after class and hope i can have a clear picture....
I guess my problem is that I feel detach to this program...I can't really see myself devoted into the program....sigh...what to do....what to do.....what to do.....
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
我都想不勞而穫
人活得太幸福好多時會將所有事 take it for granted!
其實我呢世人最幸福就係有個好好o既屋企同埋擁有一班好友
所以我只會對屋企同朋友 take things for granted
開心唔開心都可以任我發泄
但係依家我覺得我好唔幸福。。。屋企同埋朋友 are not beside me :(
我唔開心只係會有人叫我 算啦~算啦~唔好o甘
好大壓力個時屋企又會同我講一大堆問題
講真...除o左屋企人同朋友其他o野都係自己努力掙取....我並唔介意去努力....但係有時都會想試下不勞而穫係點。。。
收到份A1頭條o既CASE 我其實唔係嬲。。。只係覺得點解成日都要為難我呢﹖
或者。。。就算唔係不勞而穫都可以試下唔好將問題複雜化。。。
Monday, December 11, 2006
Things that I am addicted to these days.....
1. MUJI Dorayaki - $5 HKD only...taste sooooooooooooo good ar!!!
2. J-Drama : My Boss My Hero
i haven't been watching J-drama for such a long time...my god this one is sooooooooo mo liu yet SURPRISING funny ... best drama for me b'coz i need some no brainer drama that make me laugh yet not too low B haha i laugh so hard after 1st episode!! hhaha....
3. Kar Lok B chips (Calbee) - Pizza Flavor!!
haha...don't think i can survive w/out having it during my all nighter wahhaha...it taste soooooo good i dont' care if i will gain !! haha...just too good to be true!! lol
2. J-Drama : My Boss My Hero
i haven't been watching J-drama for such a long time...my god this one is sooooooooo mo liu yet SURPRISING funny ... best drama for me b'coz i need some no brainer drama that make me laugh yet not too low B haha i laugh so hard after 1st episode!! hhaha....
3. Kar Lok B chips (Calbee) - Pizza Flavor!!
haha...don't think i can survive w/out having it during my all nighter wahhaha...it taste soooooo good i dont' care if i will gain !! haha...just too good to be true!! lol
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Done??....Not Yet....
so happy that i FINALLY finish all my presentationssssssssss ~~~~~~ done?? NOT YET....
but who cares...i decided to take my weekend off....honestly haven't been able to sleep well since the day school starts.....so i plan to sleep sleep sleep and sleep....
had a real fun time w/ my classmates on friday after presentation!! haha...spent the afternoon @ CWB then dinner w/ grandma....saw my long time no see cousin...even though i m super tired but still very happy and excited to see him!! :)
saturday went out w/ KK and Co. coz Bernard is leaving today la...went to dinner w/ them @ CWB and then drink...it was not bad...dinner was good...but them guys were waiting so long for their rice haha...well i m a no rice person so...hahaha....i m nice enough to wait w/ them though kekeke...
ah B was funny enough to whine about not willing to go back to toronto...cute...but heard that he will be back in sept again ga la...haha so no need to whine too much about it!!
my friends...i can't garantee but i promise i will try my best to fly back to toronto coming summer!!! don't u guys DARE to go ANYWHERE during that time haha.....finally...enjoy my classmates good singing @ K hahaha
but who cares...i decided to take my weekend off....honestly haven't been able to sleep well since the day school starts.....so i plan to sleep sleep sleep and sleep....
had a real fun time w/ my classmates on friday after presentation!! haha...spent the afternoon @ CWB then dinner w/ grandma....saw my long time no see cousin...even though i m super tired but still very happy and excited to see him!! :)
saturday went out w/ KK and Co. coz Bernard is leaving today la...went to dinner w/ them @ CWB and then drink...it was not bad...dinner was good...but them guys were waiting so long for their rice haha...well i m a no rice person so...hahaha....i m nice enough to wait w/ them though kekeke...
ah B was funny enough to whine about not willing to go back to toronto...cute...but heard that he will be back in sept again ga la...haha so no need to whine too much about it!!
my friends...i can't garantee but i promise i will try my best to fly back to toronto coming summer!!! don't u guys DARE to go ANYWHERE during that time haha.....finally...enjoy my classmates good singing @ K hahaha
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Lunch + Hiking + Photos with Nelson C.
Wah...today went to Lunch + Hiking + Photos with our Social Policy Professor, Nelson Chow, so nice of him to invite us to have lunch and hiking. Weather was good today, even though we didn't walk all the way to the peak~ but already get to enjoy the nice view of HK from above! I haven't been up to the peak since I am back to HK and even though I live so close I didn't have the time and energy to walk all the way up *_*
It was really exhausting after the up and down hill walking but was a good experience b'coz the view is really nice ar!!! :)
It was really exhausting after the up and down hill walking but was a good experience b'coz the view is really nice ar!!! :)
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Sinking in...it takes some time
Things are sinking in...feels much better now....these things take time to digest. I actually do want to give more attention to a certain problems yet I am handling too many things at a time.
I start to worry what will happen to me in the future, it is so obvious that it's gonna be a tough journey and not many people out there are being supportive (of course my buddies are very positive !! love you, you , you and yea YOU!! haha)
School is wrapping up for the first term, I am now working towards my last presentation with what i think the BEST combination of people of all. Just realize we all focus on all these presentations that barely worth a 5 or 10% of marks....our exams and papers worth a very big portion but seems like most of us have not been paying attention to...haha...
felt super exhausted after leading a group in skills class, i hope in the future i dont' have to do that alone, it's not fun and not easy to handle.....also i have decided my career path for the following 1.5 years of my academic life....i hope i can go home to see my family and friends for summer block yet still a long way to go.....the more i think about it the more i feel uncomfortable....
stuck with what to write for my term paperssssssssss....argh....headache these days (light headed), not able to fall asleep even i m super tired, i think i will get sick real soon....
trying to dig up some fun/happy things to talk about....trying very hard but there isn't much going on ....
OOHHH...of course i won't forget...thanx for the lovely scarf my friends, i was so touched when i received the package.....tears in my eyes rolling when i m wearing it....kiss kiss~~ miss everyone of you... ~^_^~
I start to worry what will happen to me in the future, it is so obvious that it's gonna be a tough journey and not many people out there are being supportive (of course my buddies are very positive !! love you, you , you and yea YOU!! haha)
School is wrapping up for the first term, I am now working towards my last presentation with what i think the BEST combination of people of all. Just realize we all focus on all these presentations that barely worth a 5 or 10% of marks....our exams and papers worth a very big portion but seems like most of us have not been paying attention to...haha...
felt super exhausted after leading a group in skills class, i hope in the future i dont' have to do that alone, it's not fun and not easy to handle.....also i have decided my career path for the following 1.5 years of my academic life....i hope i can go home to see my family and friends for summer block yet still a long way to go.....the more i think about it the more i feel uncomfortable....
stuck with what to write for my term paperssssssssss....argh....headache these days (light headed), not able to fall asleep even i m super tired, i think i will get sick real soon....
trying to dig up some fun/happy things to talk about....trying very hard but there isn't much going on ....
OOHHH...of course i won't forget...thanx for the lovely scarf my friends, i was so touched when i received the package.....tears in my eyes rolling when i m wearing it....kiss kiss~~ miss everyone of you... ~^_^~
Saturday, December 02, 2006
if possible.......
think i m reaching the point to give up.... what am i going to do?
had a busy week yet still have a long way to go...
was planning to sleep all my way yesterday but end up doing crisis management/intervention... family issues, marital problems, baby's future....why do i have to deal w/ all these?? FYI i m not yet a SW....
i m tired....very tired...
darling darling....ah....questions make me blue~
darling darling....ah....tell me something good~
if possible......
cry like there is no tomorrow until no more tears....
leave me alone until i wanna walk out of myself....
people could be more understanding.....
had a busy week yet still have a long way to go...
was planning to sleep all my way yesterday but end up doing crisis management/intervention... family issues, marital problems, baby's future....why do i have to deal w/ all these?? FYI i m not yet a SW....
i m tired....very tired...
darling darling....ah....questions make me blue~
darling darling....ah....tell me something good~
if possible......
cry like there is no tomorrow until no more tears....
leave me alone until i wanna walk out of myself....
people could be more understanding.....
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