~BOXING DAY~

Happy Boxing Day!!

Time to open ur presents ~~~ Let's see what've u got!!! :)

i was quite disappointed that i couldn't get anything for myself this year though.....

got a lot of snacks as present though!! haha......Thanx KK for dropping by today :)

tomorrow i hope i can get sth for myself la...i want to reward myself for all the hard work ar!!! i have been working quite hard honestly....

Hot Pot tomorrow....and 黃金甲 tomorrow....




sorry Takeshi...You have to wait for me....傷城 wait for me....Tony wait for me...

=.= nelson's paper... still 0% what am i gonna do??

Tis the Season to be Jolly.....? or to be Boring....?

Xmas activity: thanx to nelson...all i did was sleep sleep sleep & sleep....everytime trying to think of what to write for nelson...i turn ZzzZZzzz.....dont' want to get out of my bed...quite a christmas huh? haha...I could just give him some shitty writing....why do I care so much??? Even I care but it's still --> 0% Woo Hoo~

Everyone is so into Christmas...well afterall Tis the Season to be Jolly.....rite?? but what's there to joy about lei?

傷城(Confession Of Pain) --> must watch.... Tony~~ Takeshi~~
滿城盡帶黃金甲(Curse Of The Golden Flower) --> hmmm will decide after i watched 傷城 haha

heard Brad Pitt is interested in Confession Of Pain....coz they did pretty well last time with Infernal Affairs....Since when has HK film become so popular??? but then...haha no matter how they did it...english script can't compare with those 經典金句 in the movie la~~ haha...

So bored that I picked a few albums to listen...man all sucks....

Jay - 黃金甲 (sucks...菊花台lots lots better)
Miriam - Unlimited (boring)
Show - Specshow (boring)
Joey - Close Up (boring + sucks)
Eason - Sound & Sight (same old same old)

Gigi - 給自己的情歌(haven't heard yet but hope it's good...i found her sing better after broke up w/ Ekin....has more feeling honestly....but i guess it's pretty sad to be a heart broken singer...sigh...)

Ohh...but I do like SodaGreen...gosh...his voice is so...peaceful... :) highly recommended !!

A different kind of Christmas~

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2006 xmas...a different kind of christmas for me.....

No snow = No white xmas

No family & relatives = Quiet Xmas

No friends = Lonely Xmas

Tons of Deadlines coming up = No Xmas

Of all the xmas ... 2006 will be the one that i wouldn't forget....coz it's my first time having such a different kind of christmas....

afterall I don't quite belong here ... I felt like an alien....

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Yesterday was christmas eve, after finishing one of my many papers i decided to go out for a walk (trying to feel the atmosphere), went to CWB w/ jess (i pulled her out....thanx~!) all i felt was...crowded crowded and crowded....couldn't get anything but i bought a lil gift for my later on gathering w/ my lovely MSW classmates for present exchange....my wish list is expanding la...yet no $$....

Jess --> 5d get the Westwood Purple Bag la....40% off...good deal good deal.... hehehe

Happy Birthday!

!~Happy birthday to Monica~!

Self-Reflection

Yesterday was my Case Exam for my Basic Skills Class...

As you can see...it's "Basic" Skills Class...so we are supposed to use our "basic" skills to explore a case and get information from client...but i don't really think i have used much of the skills hahaha...coz i don't feel that i have learned much from class....

but i have to admit...i have tried my best to do emapthy WAHHAHA.....but i guess i have problem with my focusing skill.....I wasn't able to pick the major problem and dig into it...or I should say for some reason....I chose NOT to dig into the that particular problem....hmmm...

anyhow.....it's done hehe.....and now it's time to self reflect....i think it would be hard for me to find 3 effective skills that i used in the exam LOL LOL....

but who cares...afterwards...i went to see a movie + sushi....went home i did nth but mask + magazine + msn....it's heaven....weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ ^^

~No Title~

Headache won't go away....it's been like this for the last 3 days....am i gonna be sick?? o_O

Many of my classmates are sick :( hope they will get well soon~

Hello my friends on the other side of the world ... just suddenly want to say hi....

only 12C in HK rite now...w/out central heating = freezing

X'mas is coming but didn't feel that at all...should remind myself that this year I m not having a white christmas...instead having a no holiday christmas! haha...

actually i have a big wish list ga wor...just no mood to shop HAHA...

let's see...i need to...get my hair done.....wallet if possible......UniQlo jeans....Boots (jess 5d get a pair online!!)....nice clothes???.....want to watch movies too wor.....have a nice meal....on and on and on.....

Should I Continue?

I received my university 2nd composition fee invoice a couple days ago....a big big big question come up in my mind

"Should I Continue?"

actually it's quite shocking when i have this question pop up, i thought i was so sure that i want to be a SW that's y i apply for this program. I start to do some reflection and try to figure out an answer....sigh...i then went to talk w/ my skills training prof today after class and hope i can have a clear picture....

I guess my problem is that I feel detach to this program...I can't really see myself devoted into the program....sigh...what to do....what to do.....what to do.....

我都想不勞而穫

人活得太幸福好多時會將所有事 take it for granted!

其實我呢世人最幸福就係有個好好o既屋企同埋擁有一班好友

所以我只會對屋企同朋友 take things for granted

開心唔開心都可以任我發泄

但係依家我覺得我好唔幸福。。。屋企同埋朋友 are not beside me :(

我唔開心只係會有人叫我 算啦~算啦~唔好o甘

好大壓力個時屋企又會同我講一大堆問題

講真...除o左屋企人同朋友其他o野都係自己努力掙取....我並唔介意去努力....但係有時都會想試下不勞而穫係點。。。

收到份A1頭條o既CASE 我其實唔係嬲。。。只係覺得點解成日都要為難我呢﹖

或者。。。就算唔係不勞而穫都可以試下唔好將問題複雜化。。。

Things that I am addicted to these days.....

1. MUJI Dorayaki - $5 HKD only...taste sooooooooooooo good ar!!!



2. J-Drama : My Boss My Hero



i haven't been watching J-drama for such a long time...my god this one is sooooooooo mo liu yet SURPRISING funny ... best drama for me b'coz i need some no brainer drama that make me laugh yet not too low B haha i laugh so hard after 1st episode!! hhaha....

3. Kar Lok B chips (Calbee) - Pizza Flavor!!





haha...don't think i can survive w/out having it during my all nighter wahhaha...it taste soooooo good i dont' care if i will gain !! haha...just too good to be true!! lol

Done??....Not Yet....

so happy that i FINALLY finish all my presentationssssssssss ~~~~~~ done?? NOT YET....

but who cares...i decided to take my weekend off....honestly haven't been able to sleep well since the day school starts.....so i plan to sleep sleep sleep and sleep....

had a real fun time w/ my classmates on friday after presentation!! haha...spent the afternoon @ CWB then dinner w/ grandma....saw my long time no see cousin...even though i m super tired but still very happy and excited to see him!! :)

saturday went out w/ KK and Co. coz Bernard is leaving today la...went to dinner w/ them @ CWB and then drink...it was not bad...dinner was good...but them guys were waiting so long for their rice haha...well i m a no rice person so...hahaha....i m nice enough to wait w/ them though kekeke...

ah B was funny enough to whine about not willing to go back to toronto...cute...but heard that he will be back in sept again ga la...haha so no need to whine too much about it!!

my friends...i can't garantee but i promise i will try my best to fly back to toronto coming summer!!! don't u guys DARE to go ANYWHERE during that time haha.....finally...enjoy my classmates good singing @ K hahaha

Lunch + Hiking + Photos with Nelson C.

Wah...today went to Lunch + Hiking + Photos with our Social Policy Professor, Nelson Chow, so nice of him to invite us to have lunch and hiking. Weather was good today, even though we didn't walk all the way to the peak~ but already get to enjoy the nice view of HK from above! I haven't been up to the peak since I am back to HK and even though I live so close I didn't have the time and energy to walk all the way up *_*



It was really exhausting after the up and down hill walking but was a good experience b'coz the view is really nice ar!!! :)

Sinking in...it takes some time

Things are sinking in...feels much better now....these things take time to digest. I actually do want to give more attention to a certain problems yet I am handling too many things at a time.

I start to worry what will happen to me in the future, it is so obvious that it's gonna be a tough journey and not many people out there are being supportive (of course my buddies are very positive !! love you, you , you and yea YOU!! haha)

School is wrapping up for the first term, I am now working towards my last presentation with what i think the BEST combination of people of all. Just realize we all focus on all these presentations that barely worth a 5 or 10% of marks....our exams and papers worth a very big portion but seems like most of us have not been paying attention to...haha...

felt super exhausted after leading a group in skills class, i hope in the future i dont' have to do that alone, it's not fun and not easy to handle.....also i have decided my career path for the following 1.5 years of my academic life....i hope i can go home to see my family and friends for summer block yet still a long way to go.....the more i think about it the more i feel uncomfortable....

stuck with what to write for my term paperssssssssss....argh....headache these days (light headed), not able to fall asleep even i m super tired, i think i will get sick real soon....

trying to dig up some fun/happy things to talk about....trying very hard but there isn't much going on ....

OOHHH...of course i won't forget...thanx for the lovely scarf my friends, i was so touched when i received the package.....tears in my eyes rolling when i m wearing it....kiss kiss~~ miss everyone of you... ~^_^~

if possible.......

think i m reaching the point to give up.... what am i going to do?

had a busy week yet still have a long way to go...

was planning to sleep all my way yesterday but end up doing crisis management/intervention... family issues, marital problems, baby's future....why do i have to deal w/ all these?? FYI i m not yet a SW....



i m tired....very tired...

darling darling....ah....questions make me blue~
darling darling....ah....tell me something good~

if possible......

cry like there is no tomorrow until no more tears....

leave me alone until i wanna walk out of myself....

people could be more understanding.....